He is like the father of our nation and she, the mother. It is not just another death of another star or death of another political figure or important figure. Maybe this sadness is my regret for not knowing the contributions she's done for everyone. Well, not surprising since she kept herself as low profile as she could. the love he and she share makes me really envious. I believe everyone else who know, will feel so too. It is no longer common to see this anywhere anymore. I do not know how to explain myself for this really weird feeling I feel about her departure. I wish I can interact with her which is no longer possible. I wish to learn from her, about her views on life her views on living. I am wondering right this instance if she published any books that will let me get to know her better. I feel sad that I cannot pay my respect to her at the Istana. 5hours to queue. I can't afford that amount of time. =(