1st day and i'm already feeling the sting! now that the situation have already become like this, i'm not very sure what can i do except for always reprimanding myself. you guys would be either thinking forget her and get on wif life OR if u love her so much, instead of sulking n regretting, tink how to get her back rite?

yea i know, i remember, when u're sad and dejected, u can sit down and feel sorry for urself for all u want. the world still moves, she still get on wif life & u can jus rot. even if ur friends sit by u, they cant always be sittin wif u cuz they've their own lifes too.

for all i know, yes, i'm sulking n not sure wad else i can do. but i'm still gettin on wif my life! she is the girl tat i noe she is the right one. pple may say "everyone everytime also say their girl is the right one. end up oso nothing comes out." but she is jus so different!

so if i love her so much, get her back? yea. i'm waiting right now. she says wait till she feel relax. she ain't sure when and when she feel relax, we can start to meet up as normal friends. i told her sorry, u're my normal friend in the past. u'll nvr be my normal friend anymore. not now nor the future cuz u're my special girl. jus hope u wont be irritated if i ask u out once in awhile. tats the best i can do on my side.

just the 1st day and its already so unbearable. love sick & feeling so handicap. my main emotional pillar tore down right in front of me. i'm not sure how long can i hold on cuz i'm thinking of her day n night. its hard to eat alone & so hard to sleep at night too. but no matter how long it takes for her to feel better again, i'll wait.

please be well fast, cuz i cant wait to show you that i'm able to be the ideal guy for you.
I'll do everything in my ability to get you back.