Today i had a super fall. land on the right side of my right knee. BAM!
tears almost gush out can! man bleed, they dont cry. so i really bleed out.
i quickly push myself up and WOOOOO! burning and argonizing sensation.
i can still walk so tis means tat I'm good to go! Cheap life, won't die so easy.
die already, hell oso dont wan lar.. hahaha.

it is just like life itself.
people are constantly falling down and bouncing back up.
i may fail in lots of things but i won't stop trying till i get them right.
If i stop, i give up, I'll laugh at myself for being such a loser.
Bow down to people you respect, not to failure.
identify mistake, tackle problems with solutions,
conquer failure.

It is always easy to type 'em out or talk about 'em. never is it easy to overcome fears and failures. i may be able to type so much, think about them and talk about them. but i also have issues that are troublesome for me. sometimes i feel so helpless that the only thing i could do is to pray hard that the problem would go away suddenly like some miracle @ work.