now i'm in depression already lar! i already have no confidence in myself anymore. why must you keep throwing boulders at me? i've told you i'm not interested in electrical works le! don't force me hao mah? then you tell me to go into archie.. die die must be a career that you think that can make good money to support a family. have some faith in me can? i'm already having so much problems of my own and yet instead of encouraging words, i'm given these kind of "words of advise"... listen already oso no mood lor. cuz u always likedat talk to me ar, gimme more problems ar, make me & my gf more problems oso u noe. i sad, i wan to talk to her, she listen already oso sian. den i feel more sian. like garbage likedat. stack more n more den become very very smelly.. den later i cannot tahan how?

times are different already. i jus wish to choose my own career path. i oso noe you walk down this life not easy. i oso noe u from no electrical knowledge do until now can handle ur own projects. but do u noe that i have my own set of thinking? do u noe i have things that i wan to do?

i'm a creator. i wan to create my own empire jus like u wad. you open one business after another. from electrical to now construction... you came from a time where there is no choice but i'm from a time where i can choose. i wan to work for my passion not work for my survival. cuz i believe that work for my passion, i've that edge to push myself to do much better. dont do things by going thru the motion, tats wad my PC use to tell us.

if i always win & everything goes smooth, i will not be a true winner rite? only a failure will truely become successful. it is common to lose but the kick is whether i'm going to give up anot.

u can do it, y not me?