this post is about that night while i drove aiden home ard 2am..

we had a great chat.. as usual about wad we usually chat when we're together..

sounds gay =P

anyway, i'm not trying to defend her in any ways but i guess thats how people are bah. i mean... growing up in a protective environment, people tend to have a thot in mind that, yes, i'll be taken care of. so i don't really need to be bothered much about stuff. study is all i need to concentrate and as well as have fun. other vexing stuff, i'll leave it to others to solve. i shall not think so much about what will happen and all.

alot of you said that she really is not worthy enough for me. but as much as i wish i could agree with you guys, i won't pass judgement because i feel that me, myself is not mature enough nor am i outstanding enough to judge her and her actions. i really do have a part to play in whats happened in the end. it'll be a hard lesson for me.

sure, she moved on. i've moved on too. but memories in my mind are not like data in memory cards or HDD.. i can't format them as and when i wish.. i still miss her a little. but as day goes by, little by little, she'll definitely fade away..

afterall, i'm human. i err, i've sins. talking is easy but i dont intend to be all talk & no action. =)