alright! she's got a boyfriend =)
as predicted, i feel much more at ease.
i'm sincerely happy for her. =)
well... time for a change in everything...
especially a change in my lifestyle. =))

arh. let's see.
It's kinda problematic today...
grandma's fever is not going down at all!
so brought her to ttsh's A&E along with my bro.
he went home after awhile, i stayed on till she is discharged.
so now, jus reached home.
don't really wish to go into details about what went on. =S
jus hope she'll recover asap.
it's a torture to see her suffering likethis..
hmmm. there's this aunty who was like praising me for being so filial..
very standard can! like.... tat happens everywhere i bring my grandma to.
am i really filial? i dunno that answer myself.
but well, i try to do wad i can bah...

now i totally look like a panda who lags sleep! very tired...
layers of dark eye rings on top of each other!
but hell.. doesnt really matter lar hor.... lols.

hmmm.. life for me right now..
searching.... searching for a purpose to live to the max..
i know it's still messy. i've faith in my ability.
cuz like all huge projects, messy in the middle but works out great in the end.