sunday sunday sunday... boring. nothing worth blogging about.

suppose to bring grandma to woodlands to see my "da gu" but...

dont feel very good today. so, didnt drive all the way north.

hmmm..

Chatted with a pig. very silly conversation! haha. kinda crappy and kinda fun.. lols. i'm seriously fat lar. and you're not stupid.. hhhhhhhaaaaaahhhhhhhaaaaaaa... btw, after u left for your piano lesson, u nvr return!! lol..

Chatted with dorcia as well.. she says plenty more fishes in the sea. i said i've no faith in the fishes. she said her fish have not swam by yet. i said my heart now, is too fragile for another blow. she said i shld tape it up so after another blow, my heart will still be intact.. hahas..

Is it really worth the risk of another heart break? yea i know i wont know unless i give it a shot. but won't it be too late if my heart really shatters into dust? i rmb bryan saying that he is worried i might really turn full fledge gay.. he said this happened before... why are girls so harsh with guys? we look sturdy and most might be able to withstand physical blows, doesnt mean we're emotionally strong against the girls we fell for... is this so hard to understand?

haha. well. to me, life is always about "depending on situation"... there are many rules and big ideas in life that are created by humans all the way since our ability to communicate evolved. not all can be applied on any kind of situations. i won't know till i try out design as a career. i've nothing to lose. but when it comes to wad i'd mentioned above, i've my heart to lose. i can no longer jus bring myself to let loose and open up to another relationship. u may call me a coward.. i dont really care... =)