It has been quite a while since I've posted anything.
It seems that those "dark times" are coming back!
What do I mean by "dark times"?

Feeling lonely... Wishing that there is someone I can take care of, hug, give a peck on her cheek, say jokes to, have meals, watch movies with, etc... ... BUTBUTBUT...

I'm still able to "tahan"! After all, aftermath of relationships always end up pretty ugly... I constantly remind myself of what my mother told me. And from where I see, I am still pretty far from being able to support myself! So since I can't even take care of my own life, I should not drag anybody down with me. For my sake and more for my potential other half's sake, I will "tahan".

21st July, I'll be starting my course. So wish that I can start ASAP! Meanwhile, I'm still in the midst of expanding my portfolio so I can source for freelance jobs. Obviously nothing much is working out. Bank account is running dry! Can't possibly be reaching my hands out to my mother for money everytime right? My sis is right for I'm already 21. If I can't contribute, at least do not be a burden.

TRYING TRYING TRYING. Trying means nothing done. Stop using the word "TRY" and use "DO" instead. Even when you fail, you're still moving on. It'll be much better than getting stuck on the same spot trying to move on.