hmm.. seems like "you-know-who" encountered a BGR problem eh? well, i do not dare to probe further nor do i dare to assume. seems like the guy had gotten the better of her. if it's as her msn nick says, i would say she is feeling what i felt months back... is that wad people mean by "what goes around, comes around?"
to be honest, i appear happy on the outside that she might be having a taste of her own medicine now cuz by right, in front of people, i am supposed to feel that way. but i actually felt kinda sad cuz ultimately, within me, i still have a little feelings for her. as in like, i want her to be happy u noe? she is so cheerful when we first started to really talk and all. always saying "cheerios" and all... i really wish to see her being that happy person again. i felt relieve when she found a new "baby" cuz she seems very happy. it stinged real bad on me back then when i realise it's so short after we fell out. but tats how life is rite?
when something is lost, something will be gained in return. when you learn to treasure what you have, you would tend to grab so tight that treasuring no longer seem like treasuring.
why do these always happen in a relationship? when someone cares, the other would not. is relationship really jus a game? to see who can hurt the other more? only people who can balance their relationship would have a blissful marriage?
is "wad r u doin?" means asking one to account for their actions? to report their status? ain't these jus words of concern? to show that there is someone who cares for u? when problem arises, is it really so hard to speak up? is it abt who is mature and who is not? who are we, humans, to judge each other on who is mature and who is not? is communication a gift or a curse?
with so much uncertainty, i become fearful of entering into another relationship. as much as i would like to share my life with someone special, it is hard for me to do something i've so much doubts of. this does not mean that i do not have the courage to do so. but thoughts of getting hurt over and over again is scarrier den any other nitemares.
to be honest, i appear happy on the outside that she might be having a taste of her own medicine now cuz by right, in front of people, i am supposed to feel that way. but i actually felt kinda sad cuz ultimately, within me, i still have a little feelings for her. as in like, i want her to be happy u noe? she is so cheerful when we first started to really talk and all. always saying "cheerios" and all... i really wish to see her being that happy person again. i felt relieve when she found a new "baby" cuz she seems very happy. it stinged real bad on me back then when i realise it's so short after we fell out. but tats how life is rite?
when something is lost, something will be gained in return. when you learn to treasure what you have, you would tend to grab so tight that treasuring no longer seem like treasuring.
why do these always happen in a relationship? when someone cares, the other would not. is relationship really jus a game? to see who can hurt the other more? only people who can balance their relationship would have a blissful marriage?
is "wad r u doin?" means asking one to account for their actions? to report their status? ain't these jus words of concern? to show that there is someone who cares for u? when problem arises, is it really so hard to speak up? is it abt who is mature and who is not? who are we, humans, to judge each other on who is mature and who is not? is communication a gift or a curse?
with so much uncertainty, i become fearful of entering into another relationship. as much as i would like to share my life with someone special, it is hard for me to do something i've so much doubts of. this does not mean that i do not have the courage to do so. but thoughts of getting hurt over and over again is scarrier den any other nitemares.
posted by impossible is nothing!! @ 3:00 AM
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