today suppose to go gym with aiden n thomas........ at hougang..... no mood to go.... sorry guys. journey there is very long and lonely. hais.....

i planning to go gym very soon. after i buy food for grandma and the maid. today die die must run like mad. i dunno wad else i can do other den running now. i so wanna do drawings but totally no feel no motivation.

sokyee left for aust, it's been a couple of days... adding on to this depressing feeling... kinda miss her alot.... she is a very close friend i can share most of my problems with when my other sj buddies are living so far away from me.. arh.............. =(

i'm feelin so insecure. nowhere to depend on. like a pillar in shaky soil! =((
would anyone save me? emo infinity corners.....