as much as it seems that u've given up on our relationship (be it friendship or wad)
i'll nvr give up on any chance to be friends with u again. wad comes after, right now, doesnt really seem to be impt anymore...

i won't exactly say that i've given up on hopes or wad....
...more like, i'm not sure where am i suppose to be & wad i'm suppose to do & wads next for me...
people always say, when u cant save urself, why are u trying to save others?


today when tat fella say "some kind of friend i am"
i told tat fella that... i'm trying reverse psychology. and isn't tat how successful people become successful? experiencing the lowest point of life. till the point where u no longer have anything to lose. till the point where nothing to lose is your biggest weapon. that you start doing things u'll nvr ever dreamt of doing it, urself.

e.g. businessman like donald who rose frm his bankrupt status to multi billionare..
e.g. Murderers who kill for loots. The only thing going thru their minds are, i can starve till death or watch my loved ones die OR i can go out there and make fast money to end all these miseries.

these people have nothing to lose when they hit the lowest point. so radical plans came to mind, extreme situations call for extreme measures.
*poof*
there u go..
From successful business deals to successful armed robberies..
one fine line. thinner den a thread.