1 wrong sms. tats all it takes.
my heart plunges down into the bottomless pit.
1 sentence asked by my grandma. tats all it takes.
my soul burns even more thru the entire night.

i wish i could ask what can i do to instill faith.
i wish i could ask what does it take to be with you once more.
i dare not say how much i love you. u loathe that.
i dare not say how much i miss you. it irritates you.
i dare not say how much i yearn to be with you.
i dare not think of what happen next if i really did.


my cous said today that most likely some girls like me but i reject or the girl did not dare to tell me. i told her i'm not wanted by any girls. i'm so telling the truth yet she doesnt believe. it stings like mad to travel to the west. PIE, CTE, exit jalan bukit merah.. i'm so familiar with almost of the entire area! oh well..

life sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - i agree with thomas!

lonely lonely valentines day..........