Yesterday night, My mom was talking to aiden & thomas. yea i know guys, she is really very worried for me becuz i'm like the most useless guy now.

so much i wan to blog about. or rather so much i jus wish i could pour out to someone. yet i have no one to turn to. among so many friends, i still feel so very lonely. one who i thought we could work things out, left me. why do i still insist? i'm not sure. thinking that we can communicate and end up, i'm always the one blabbering away. quarrels? did we really? only twice we did frm where i see. the rest of the "quarrels" are only one sided, meaning that she jus dont to speak up & solve the problem tog. she jus say that problem will only be solve for a few days den it'll come back again. oh well... i'm not very sure y i talk abt this again. zZz...... wads over is already over? nt sure... ngtianwen, u love her so? big deal?

Mum, i love you too. right now, so much stuff is happening & u won't understand nor will u have the time to understand too. u're right that a man must have both foot down on the ground. career is the most impt thing to man. i'm 21 this year. can't waste time on silly stuff anymore. i'll do my best to prove that this path i choose is best for myself. thks mum.