why am i still so bothered by her? always go to her blog, always talk to her on msn, always go to her friendster profile... i mean i noe that i've let go le. but jus cant help sia. i need a little more time bah..
oh well.. zZz.. heck care lar. sooner or later, i'll not habour any hopes le.

When tat happens, i'll shut myself of from relationships for a jolly good period of time. no girls will wan me anyway. only those eyes kena stamp one.. lols!
Plus, don't wan to hurt any more girls (if any) & don't wan to be hurt by girls too.

i still rmb saying this "girls are trouble!" but... "guys like to find trouble for themselves" HAHA!

well, in any case, right now, on my hands ....

TOP of my Priority List :-

#1 PORTFOLIO
#2 Pass the auditions (NYP NAFA LASSELLA)
#3 Divide my united nations (& make sure they stay divided)
#4 Standard Charted Marathon 08'

LAST on my priority list :

- Get CNY clothings
- Go visit relatives
- Enjoy tons of good food

**Adhoc list :

- Get girl back (chances are like all the planets align in a straight line)
- Go back to mshsjab EXCO (chances are like china population down to 4mil)
- Learn Tennis (chances are high)
- Learn Guitar (chances are low)
- Learn bake cake (chances are very rare)
- Learn cook more dishes (chances are medium rare like a steak)