Everything in this world is so fast paced that I would constantly lose myself along with everything that I am. When one thing starts to fumble, everything would crumble. Delicate balance? Maybe.

I have a dream which turns into an ambition which sets my goals that spur me on. I have a family that needs alot of attentions and commitments which suck up most of my time along with my school work.

Am I lonely? Yes I am. I yearn for your company and wish for your hugs & kisses & your listening ears together with your encouragements. Do you know who you are? Can I afford a relationship? Would you want to? Answer is clear cut, NO, NO & NO. At least I think you do not know and you would not want.

It is time to really shift my focus permanently.

I will work around with the deck i'm dealt with.

Matters of the heart is not important.

Remember the way of life...