life is like a game. just that there is no reset button for you. you cant save at a checkpoint and go back to the checkpoint after you lose a mission. every second you're noticing, is the real present. history can repeat itself and on different people. but no one can change whats happened in the past. having regrets would only hinder your progress. getting depress and sad would only delay your progress.



to a certain someone, i do not know what you're going through right now. i do not wish to know cause I'm afraid to know as well. and i am most certain, i would be the last person you would wan to share your problems with as well. right now, i harbour no ill intentions. but if you're reading this post right now, ask yourself... Is he who you really need? someone who cant cheer u up no matter how much u try to cheer him up? someone who cant make an effort to understand you like how u really wish to understand him? someone who you try so hard to keep and yet he cant seem to be really bothered?
lastly, is he really yours to keep?



cause seeing you in pain, it makes me wanna die...
for this is the first that i couldn't extend my helping hand, especially to someone who i care for. I'm no hypocrite. because when it comes to you, i no longer know how to react anymore. i do not know what to think. i do not know what to say. i do not know how to help. after all, I'm not the kind who can just sit by and not do anything.