GOMU GOMU NOOO...........GATTLING GUN!!

I am going to be the Pirate King!

It is easy for everyone to say they have goals and ambitions, dreams and hopes. It is easy for everyone to say they will go for them somehow. Would everyone be able to cast aside their life to achieve? How important are those dreams of yours? more important than your life? or it is alright for you to give up half way? When i ask if those dreams are more important than your life, of course, i definitely did not mean that you can just blindly give your life away for the sake of your dreams. Well, of course most of the dreams people have nowadays are not life threatening anymore. Unless you're living in a chaotic country, that would be a different story.

Right now, I'm kind of in the middle of nowhere. But the deciding moment is rather near. Apr 19th. this coming Saturday. make it or break it? do i have what it takes for NAFA to accept me? would i be able to be one of the selected ones? I seriously did not think of what i should do if i do not make it. because thinking that far ahead, is quite troublesome and tiring. Do i still go for it through other channels? argh. mental block!

However, all i have to do is to be the outstanding one among the other potential students-to-be right? Putting in all my effort will not be enough right? so, all i gotta do is really push myself pass "putting in all my effort" right? if 100% is not enough, all i gotta do is put in more den 100% right?

oh well, i'll just do what i can now and let things go as it is. it'll work out somehow

=)