ORD er yi, mei she mo liao bu qi.

Finally i understand the true meaning of ORD. it is nothing much. in fact, i feel tat the grass is greener in the army. Simply cause i'm all being spoon fed too well by the govt that i actually forgot how tough and how evil the outside world is.

- army gives me money every month, now i've to go work to get money every month.
- army gives me proper food, now i've to go far far to give myself proper food.
- army gives me job scope so i don't need to think, now i've to think what i need to do.
- army gives me freedom within restrictions, now i've no restrictions thus there goes my freedom.

ORD is like exiting from a small cage then going on, into a bigger cage.

ORD is like slamming you in the face with reality. *ar bish!*
"here you go, your freedom to suffer and die in the cruel world"

well, i'm more lucky then normal people i guess. cause my parents have their own business going on. But army make me so nuah to a point where i just wish to slug at home all day! Ending up with more excuses to tell myself (e.g. there is always tomorrow, maybe later i will go work, still got time lar, etc... ...) BUT, there are still times where i'll try to motivate myself, telling myself that if i don't work, i no money. i work, got money to repay my debts and got money to keep n all. (as u can see, these didn't really work! =X)
*note: i'm nt blaming the ARMY. more like cause of my own laziness and sluggishness... HAHA!!

anyway, still have yet to check out lassella & nfa!!! after the 7% increase, i wonder if lasella will be like nafa, $4k a year.. hmmm... kinda have this bad feeling about the audition lor. hais. although monish tell me his exp when he go for TP, i still feel scared!! so hard to lay the pencil on the paper! mind always go blank. siao liao..

brain dead! now, dunno wad to type liao. lol..