it's so so long since i blog something properly.

today while talkin to tengteng on msn, i suddenly realise that same as her, I've lost my poly Ez link card as well as my army's. So i rmb that my poly's was sent to sri lanka along with those clothings during the tsunami period. She said her ezlink card is special because thats the one and only. she can't get it replaced anymore and normal ezlink cards all look the same.

so after giving it some thot, i began to search for my NS ezlink card. searching high n low, thru old n new, useless and important docus, i started to feel frustrated & then anger manifested in me. I gave up and gotten quite upset with myself. Later after i drop my uncle, i then realise that i'm being so focused on locating something soooooooo small. with so much more bigger things going on around me, how did i actually allow myself to get frustrated over such a small item when this small item is equally or even smaller than the red dot on the world map?

like one of zhuang tze's stories... there's once an old artist who took a big piece of white paper and dripped a drop of ink in the middle. While walking around, he ask people of what they see. Everyone's answer is "a drop of ink". Have any one not realise that 99.9% of the paper is white? And that the drop of black ink is just a small flaw on the white paper?